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I’m not a dancer either. Don't get me wrong, I love to dance but the people watching me know that I am not a dancer. Things that look stylish, hip, and suave when other folks do them, just make me look like a chicken with hiccups. I couldn't be smooth if the floor was buttered. And the worst part is I have a mental picture of how dumb I look the whole time I'm dancing.
But sometimes, the familiar beat of a really great song starts throbbing and takes control. That beat draws me like a siren's song to the center of the dance floor and I forget the mental mirror. It's just me and the music swirling, and even if I look like all elbows and knees, I feel graceful and light and full of joy.
Moments like these are rare and almost holy. It's like being Ginger Rodgers in the arms of a debonair Fred Astaire. You know he's going to make you look good. You are safe and cherished. And if people are staring, it's because you are in perfect step together and it's beautiful to watch.
I am not a perfect Christian. Not because I don't want to be, but again, I'm self-conscious, awkward, and often out-of-step. I hate to pray out loud because my prayers seem childish, emotional, and false. I feel like people are staring at me, even with their eyes closed. I envy the people who seem to drop soothing, sincere sounding words in flowing, healing phrases. I can't do that. But as pitiful as my praying is, it's probably better than my day-to-day actions. Of course, I try to live up to God's expectations but life often seems to get in the way of my good intentions.
Sometimes I get a little down on my "performance" in God's drama, but lately, it has occurred to me as I’ve thought about “Dancing with God,” that God is not interested in my "performance." This is not about me. It's about us. It’s about me and God as a team, in step. I just need to let him lead and stay with the music. He will control the dance. With him, I feel graceful and light, and full of joy. With God as my partner, life is an irresistible dance.
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Today, on the second floor of the Performance building, it is quiet. In the dimly-lit room, a number of students are already gathered. Every morning, they file into this small dance studio to practice.
On this particular morning, one dancer stretches by herself in the middle of the floor. While the other students exchange the latest gossip, she remains centrally focused. Facing forward, her eyes never veer from the front of the room as she gracefully flexes her body.
Melissa Harris, 19, is an intern with the Mid America Dance Company, one of the oldest performance companies in the United States. She, along with ten other dancers, arrives at this tiny studio every morning to rehearse for company recitals. Aside from her internship, Melissa is a full-time student in her third year at Missouri Baptist University, where she majors in mathematics. She is looking forward to graduating with a B.S. in Math this spring.
Initially, however, Melissa was not interested in attending MBU. In fact, during her senior year of high school, she was admitted to Webster University, where she planned to major in Dance Performance. Then, at the last minute, Melissa reconsidered Missouri Baptist. Through her conversations with God, she came to realize that although Webster was her plan, Missouri Baptist University was God’s plan.
In addition to school, Melissa is involved with her church, the Park Baptist Church in Florissant. Since becoming a member three years ago, Melissa has been dedicated to serving the church community. She teaches Sunday school, participates in the youth ministry group, and is a member of the Outreach Team, which is a door-to-door witnessing program.
Now, the major contradiction in Melissa’s life becomes apparent. Melissa is a Baptist and she is also a dancer. Thus, there appears to be a conflict between her passion and her faith.
Actually, Melissa’s passion for dance began sixteen years ago. Up to that point, Melissa’s older brothers (she has two) had always played sports – hockey, baseball, football, and so on. Melissa’s mom, Pagette, strived to find an activity to suit her daughter. Hopeful, she enrolled Melissa in a dance class at a local academy.
Instantly, Melissa fell in love with dance; as she explained, “it was fun.” She fervently explored all types of movement – ballet, jazz, tap, and modern forms. She was always serious about her lessons, devoting time to perfecting her craft. Of course, it was not long before she became recognized as an exceptional talent.
In fact, Melissa had such advanced skills that her instructors urged her to teach her own classes. When she was just thirteen, Melissa accepted her first job as a dance teacher. She began educating young girls – some not much younger than she – in the art and technique of dance. Through her example, they also learned that dancing was fun.
It is generally understood that, in the Southern Baptist tradition, such forms of creative dancing are discouraged. Many Baptist theologians maintain that dance is a social form of sexuality, and cast it as a sin against God. Melissa, however, defends her passion for dance, maintaining that it is neither shameful nor blasphemous.
On the contrary, she argues that dance can actually be a viable alternative to sin. In Melissa’s life, dance is much more than a creative outlet for _expression. It is also a means through which she can worship God on a more personal level. Just as choirs praise God through song or preachers praise Him through word, Melissa praises God through dance.
Melissa concludes: “God has given me this talent and a passion for it. The best I can do is try and honor Him.” As Christians, we are called to love the Lord with all our heart, our soul, our mind, and our strength. Melissa Harris is answering that call…with a passion.
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